"Külma süda (ligi –50 kraadi) on kaugel Põhja-Uuralis. Selle kaudset ja poole võrra mahedamat hingust on Läänemere ääres tunda veel nädala lõpuni."
kas peaksingi midagi lisama?
ahjaa, küpsetasin ise leiba. tuba sai kodu lõhna täis. tühikute vahel on tühimikud. tühimiku sees on külma süda, igalpool mujal on lihtsalt tühjus. teinekord on hea oodata, et keegi midagi ütleks. mitte otseselt ehk sulle, aga kuulatada kuidas teine kõneleb. kuskil kaugel ja arvates, et ma ei kuule või ei taha enam kuulda. tahan küll. isegi kui külmus hiilib tühjusest lähemale. kõik sulab ükskord kevadeks.
ma teinekord ei saa päris täpselt aru, mida ma tegema peaksin või mida ma päris täpselt öelda tahan. või mida ma tahan ja m i k s erinevatel hetkedel ning see vahelduvus. kuidas maailmad ja tajud ja tunnetused muutuvad ühe päeva jooksul tuhat korda. ja see tundetus, mis tuleb hooti unetusest ja mis mõnel korral ei tahakski nagu lahkuda. ja see alalhoidev segadus, mis õhkub sellest külmusest. see külm poeb uksest aknast seinapraost nahakiududest ja sõrmeotstest otse südamesse. ei jõua mõelda, aga mõte tuleb ise. ei jõua öelda, teine mõistab hetkepealt. külm teeb vereringes ringe, sulab ühte soojuse ja palavikuliste tunnetuste keerlevasse virrvarri.
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Elus peabki kõik liikuvuses olema. See on hea kui asjad, tunded, olukorrad on pidevas muutumises. Elu pole steriilne. Tunded ja olukorrad vahelduvad and that's okay. Leiba tahaks küll.
Riin, ütle sa ka oma arvamus :)
hawail on soe
naer annab sooja
Näe, Anna vaata Riin tuli!
:) mu emme küpsetas ka leiba eile.
Aga mida su koerad teevad? Nad on niiiiiiii armsad! Riinu koerast on kunagi tehtud beebipõlve pildid, aga need on kadunud!
you guys are like those people Felicity's roommate kept in her secret box under the bed
koerad on marsruudil radikas-voodi. :)
nii jahe on praegu, et on lausa kahetsusväärne, et ma ise sinna radikale ei mahu.
koerad on marsruudil radikas-voodi. :)
nii jahe on praegu, et on lausa kahetsusväärne, et ma ise sinna radikale ei mahu.
Ma tahaks ka midagi aga ei tea mida.
ma hetkel tean, mida ma tahan, aga ma ei oska seda sõnastada.
Mina tahan Annaga vanaisa juurde minna!
Ja Nora beebipilte näha
Papa juba ootab :)
Nora pildid on leitud!!
Oooh yessss!
Homme saavad kõik Nora pilte näha!!!!!!!
Sünnipäeval :)
Anna ei saa, ma igatsen Annat
Anna näeb ülehomme :)
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